dawn

That powerful.

That desired.

That romantic.

(that destructive…)

And when it was done,I felt like I was done .

And there was torture,and there were games and trials..

There were New Hoops to jump through every day…

And she beat it into me,that I wasn’t good enough, later I realized it was the same emotional transaction that Pat had taught me.

I subconsciously sought out someone who made me feel like He made me feel..

And it was very complicated,and confusing

(and painful 😣)

But that’s alright.

You’re supposed to forgive and try to learn.. try not to give up on it..

Being with another human.

In Harmony and love..

(and don’t get bitter,..)

Exactly 💯

If it takes you years to get over it?

What the fuck ever.

A testament of “emotional gravity”.

Whatever man.

It’s all alright.