Just like everyone else.
I act like I’m not,but I really am .
If I put myself onto the internet,if I put myself out there,, I want to get noticed.
Mostly by people I know in real life.
Snarky comments for strangers, little guitar doodles for people I’ve known..
If it sits at 4 lines, my eyes are constantly scanning for 5.
Almost inadvertently.
Maybe it is some subconscious, monkey brain stuff.
People like getting clapped at .. makes them feel fulfilled.
And the more fucked up a person,the more they like it..
I understand it.
Trying to fill some emptiness.
The scale doesn’t really matter to me..
But I understand it.
dawn 