Destitute, desperate ,,,
Shit’s a pandemic.
A pan-to-tha-motherfuckin-demic .
Waves of it, out over your land, people ya know, people ya don’t know,
People ya love,
People you don’t give a fuck about.
Pandemic.
These things,, are,,,they’re,,,,
(Hopeless?)
Struggling?
(Under the burden of thine own yoke?)
Sooo you accept,
Aight,,,coo,,,,it’s our fault, erry bit o it.
Do it to ourselves, sadness parade with a naked drunk at the front, smashing into brick walls and shit,,,
Think think think…..
Spin in five circles and say “Israel” 3 times, that’s how you cure antisemitism.
Har har har…
Crackers living out of their car…
Hmmm??
What’s that?
Say again…
The concept of hope is not the point, it’s not gravy if someone simply sees how they should behave.
They also have to rewrite their cocksucking motherfucking self.
To undo any of that..
And the consensus is??
(Too late,, too far gone)
Sad face..
Yo…
You gotta,, you gotta,,,,
You gotta stay fake, and put on a happy face, a professional face, you have to let people be,,,as small as they are.
You have to let them feel like they’re something.
It’s the whole game..
And the feeling of standing at a window ledge??
Natural.
Common even.
Gotta let these fuckers fight it out, gotta lift up your leg and let them bang you in the ass, then ask if they want to talk about Israel,,,
(That’s the best time)
Yeah.. that’s when they’re friendly.
Ohhhhh sigh..
My friends feel,,,
Slighted.
Upset.
Upset that it didn’t go how they wanted it to.
But all we really did was have fun.
SO.
Maybe we do deserve it.
(Various struggles)
Yeah, diff flavors,,,
Should you be dead inside???
Hold on,, just listen,,,
If it carries you through?
(You stay high)
This is true.
So I said,,
“Hey,,,what’s the one thing we haven’t tried?”
Caring.
Gay, right?
Caring about yourself and channeling all that angst right into the goddamn mirror.
Fight yourself.
Dildo.
Dummy.
Dick bandit.
Take that entire universe and adjust the lens, point it at yourself and let the darkness perish beneath the magnified light..
(I can’t die)
AND I CAN’T CARE!
What a pair….
Sigh..
What was that chili peppers song?
“My friends are so depressed”
And depressing.
We’re not just sad, we’re infectious sad, We are sadness traveling ungoverned.
You kinda have to respect it.
(Kinda)
Meh.. unkillable. Unlivable .
Sad…
No catalyst ,for thine is wrapped in the bullshit, fogged,blind…
A repetitive story.
A generation of people that shouldn’t have had sex?
(the one before us)
Yes,, those are the real villains,
Not the now
But the back then.
Fuck em up later.
Wouldn’t have to deal with this if abortion was encouraged, just saying.
Better for everyone.
Bleh..
I hope tomorrow is better.
Kinda in a shit mood all day.
All fuckin day.
I hate you.
I wish you would all leave me alone.
Please don’t be nice to me..
Because i hate you…
(and it makes me sad)
It does.
Hate how unfair it all is.
dawn 