The world kinda requires you to bite your tongue.
That’s an early lesson.
The Internet gives you an opportunity to bypass that, it also gives you the ability to peek in on strangers.
I..
Am not mature enough to wield that power.
I am also unstable and conniving.
But..
I don’t want to give up the purpose of it.
If it’s one good for a hundred bad,I don’t care.
And uh.. I guess that’s it.
It’s up to you to decide.
Whether or not the outside breaks you.
And I say it doesn’t.
Mass murderers and serial killers say it does.
I’m neither of those.
So I shouldn’t feel nearly as bad as I do.
And I know one person that is still there for me and believes in me…
I still don’t feel bad, I know I’m supposed to but I don’t