Something stings, right In the middle of my head and it only comes around late at night.
Meaningless.
Where I’ve ended up is meaningless and I’m surrounded by people equally as meaningless, but they talk like..
Like it matters.
Like they matter.
I’m missing a key ingredient here.
They matter to the boss, because their efforts earn the boss millions.
They matter to their families because they bring food to the table, but their families don’t give a shit because you take stuff for granted..
So they go in to work, and they behave like it really matters…
Maybe it does.
(to them)
It’s foolish to me.
And I can’t fake it so I’m not the right person.. not after watching it for so long..
I’m missing something critical.
And I can’t care on the deep level.
Tough spot.
Romanticism is long lost.
No bright and shiny..
No meaning..
So… That’s a fucking drag.
And I know it’s my own fault 👍
Still gets at me ,late at night.
The lack of meaning.
And I’m not alone.
Other people feel this way.
We’re all stupid.
dawn 