The fictional lead character,Henry Chinaski, when he can’t get a story going, he does this thing
Playing with the poem
What that means is, his mind and hands take a crap.
He just lets everything fall out.
Seems like I’d tie it to Taoism.. looking for the flow.
Might be something, might be nothing,,,doesn’t matter.
And if I donated money to a cat sanctuary?
And if I clicked the “donate” button and immediately left??
You people would get them in on the joke too.
Because that’s what this world is.
That’s what you’re surrounded by.
Adorable…
Talk about resistance…
A good gesture becomes yet another way to fuck with someone..
How cute…
I don’t care.
I don’t.
I’m not going to stop.
Everything except my job,,has been “playing with the poem”.
I wake up, I don’t give a fuck.
Your world is crazy, I don’t give a fuck.
People are stealing my money every single day??
You got it.. I don’t give a fuck.
We live inside a scam and you found your seat at the table, and I didn’t?
You see where I’m going…
I denounce you.
Your control and your efforts.
Your marginalization and petty..
Fuckin denounce it….
Something else came along, and it’s a chance to be happy, to be satisfied and to be with someone..
And try to be good to her.
Try to make her laugh.
Try to maintain an already established connection…
I want it.
I want what’s good, and I have to stop thinking about you assholes.. so I can remember that things can actually can be good ….
That’s how shitty you are.
How low.
How lacking…
But hell…. it’s alright.
It’s all the same and I knew it before this game began.
Yawn..
Yawn….
I’m not going to fuck up this chance, this opportunity… unsure how many more chances I’ll get…. Im not going to ruin it.
And I’m going to keep loving cats…so…
Suck my dick?
One more time for the road?
Flick your tongue on the tip of my penis and establish a firm grip around the shaft??
If you’ve got the time…of course.
IF
dawn 