Alex’s brother has lived in Ecuador for about 15 years, he gives bird watching tours to wealthy folk, out there in the jungle.
Rudy. His name is Rudy Gellis.
That’s a dude that carved his own path. 6 ‘ 5’ long haired freedom lover. Met a pretty local and proceeded to do his own fuckin thing.
Bird watching tours 🕊️
In South America.
Talks about ayahuasca
He’s involved with the shaman, he knows how they extract and he described the process and life changing experience.
I’d be lying if I said I never think about it.
You know how I talk to myself? On paper?
(like a crazy person)
Sometimes I daydream about merging those two people.Like a marriage. “What was two is now one”
Take the medicine,and let yourself cry. Just let yourself empty the vessel.At the end, your parts shake hands with each other.
In my daydream, I’d be a much stronger person on the other side.
In reality, I might turn into a glass of orange juice. Be locked away in a padded room and spend the rest of my days rocking back and forth ,so I didn’t spill.
Dangerous business. Fuckin around with your brain 🧠 I do know that much.
I’m also desperate for catalyst.
Maybe it takes something very strong to break your cycle
Or maybe you’ll break yourself.
A question of strength?
I don’t know.
dawn 