I’m still a junkie.
Pacing and smoking 🚬
It’s hell.
Paralysis.
Don’t have anything but outlet.
So you admit it to yourself,which is probably the first part.
What you want?
Fux it’s matter?
Bleh .
Still honest, kiss my ass
What do you do after you’re fucked?
Like, what’s next?
I don’t know.
You get hung up on the past and things that hurt.
And how you reacted and how you still react.
It’s a trap, fuckin massive mental trap.
The past doesn’t matter, people are getting shot in the head. None of your shit matters and you have to be able to let it go.
Letting things go
(Besides your health)
Yep.
You got it, hobbled,crippled and living inside your own brain…
(Spooky)
Repetitive.
With zero results.
Fuck my goddamn head.
Fuck me and how I operate, I hope there’s not more versions of me out there, but I know that there are.
Bummer zone.
Fuck everything, bummer zone,
Puke vomit genital torture,
Smash your face with a hammer…
No redemption, no salvation, no course correcting.
(Existing in a game,,an audience member to the whole thing..)
Like everybody else!!
You can understand why individuals would wish to withdraw, I get it.
(You’re not dead)
Nah I’m just wrong. Wrong about everything.
(And addictive tendencies)
Massively.
Perpetual itch scratching , could be my downfall.
(Working, but only in the meaningless sense)
Yeah, that could be my downfall. The slow drone of each day, scraping off layers each time they pass. One sliver of flesh at a time,,,there goes a day,, there goes a little piece of you…
(Bleak)
Yeah fuck it.
I’ll go entertain my brain, that’ll keep me from thinking about anything, then I won’t have to worry.
Yay.
(People getting shot in the head, altering public perception)
Wild right?
Now a virtue check.
We all have to stand up, one at a time, and we all have to say
“I don’t think it’s right to shoot people in the head”.
Didn’t everyone say it?
Honor system, did everyone say it’s not OK to shoot people in the head,,we good?
(Seems pretty simple)
Everyone has to declare the higher road, they have to let you know, act like they care.
Maybe they do.
You really shouldn’t shoot people in the head.
What I’m fascinated by is the perception alter.
What this is going to do for opinion…
Almost like hitting the fuckin lottery ,
Strong man.
Tupac vibes.
I stand up after I get shot.
Huge cock!
Stamina, resilient , strong…
Perception is everything….
Wild.
Group stuff is wild shit.
dawn 