dawn

I get weird,the closer I get to people..

Being vulnerable is dangerous business, you have to be a very secure human being..

To open up.

To drop guard.

Obviously,it’s what regular people do… It’s how it’s meant to go, you can’t bullshit forever..

(can’t die in solitude)

Sigh….

I could leave here,ya know?

I could.

The dirt is the only thing I’d miss , that red Carolina clay.

The soil with nutrients, soil that grows everything so fucking green..

I wouldn’t miss the people.

And I know that fuckerheads are everywhere….

I’m empty.. empty trying to pour out..

Meh fuck, entertainment is exhausting..

And I’m sick of looking at ya