There was something about the act, typing directly to a person, here’s a thought transferred from point A (me) to point B (you).
Centuries.
Millenia,
Humans have written to an individual, a group, a tribe, a nation. Speaking,except on paper.
Seems like the game has evolved into
” be as clever as you can, as quickly as you can”
People have things to do, send a text,email,TikTok ,what the fuck ever.
If I think of the act,typing, if I were to think of it as my work,ahhhhh, the best I ever did. Without a doubt. The best act of expression was from one individual to another, so much cleaner than swimming around with your thoughts.
Solitude is useful .
(And a hard won ally -Henry Rollins)
That’s a real fucking quote right there, “solitude is a hard won ally”
I feel that one in the bones, can’t fight anything until you can fight yourself, can’t fix anything, can’t gain any ground. Cannot advance on the backs of others, shame on the person that tries to…
I’m coming up on a year, December 15th, typing on this site for one year, 365 days,it went by so fast and I don’t think that I was really awake for any of it,,, not really, heart wasn’t often in it.
My letters were better than any journal, feelings and crap, effort unmistakably tied to real life, not wallowing.
(Can’t write letters to yourself..)
Crazy people can, crazy people can write to anyone.
(Nice try, you use the tool wrong. It’s all wrong. A waste of the act .)
I like taking in well written art and arguments, I like when people can stack thoughts, it’s really cool to look at.
(Yup, different than ripping a guitar solo)
Way different.
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It’s still mine.
Plant your face into a pillow for a solid two minutes, let everything go dark. Little blinking eye illusions come in and out, maybe blue fireworks, maybe 8bit shapes bouncing around,empty to the point of nausea, nothing in there, nothing in that skull. Exhale deep…
Find that middle finger.
You need it.
Gotta remember where you keep it, that’s all.
Something new, even a full of shit person can still be a romantic.
Outward and inward, the inward isn’t worth it, the private and the public.Nothing is private, and I’m not really crazy. Some pretty intense violations though,you have to admit.
dawn 