dawn

Sometimes I wish I had someone around,not to touch my penis,but just to observe and remind me.

“hey man… You’re being an asshole”

Or hey, you’re sinking.

Or hey, you’re taking the bait of bitterness.

Or hey, that’s a pretty funky color I see on your mood ring.

Or hey, you’re neglecting the clovers, and you’re pissing on the sunrise.

Or hey, those sad songs get old.

Pick up the tempo…

Beyond that?

I like being alone, and it takes a lot of practice, but the place is peaceful.

You’ll have bad days.

You will.

It’s what humans do.

Try not to bother anyone 👍

Tomorrow is around the corner…

Think I’ve been listening to too much True crime. 🤔

And I wear an earbud in my left ear,so…

In my right ear is a character saying nothing at all,in the thickest southern accent .

Babbling on about his lawnmower, or his daughter’s diabetes, or some chick he got a blow job from 30 years ago..

And in my left ear is

Israel Keyes.

Describing demonic acts in a monotone voice. Laughing about the gun In The bedside table of his home invasion victims,

“it wasn’t loaded,it wouldn’t have done them any good 🤣”

Yuk yuk yuk…

And my skull is in the middle..

The most boring diatribe in the right ear, and the most vile creature in the left..

And the entire time I’m focusing on a computer screen..

(this is your life brah..)

Yes.. that doesn’t seem wise…I can’t tune out the coworker and be socially acceptable.

I can turn off Israel’s sociopathic bitch ass..

Bleh…

Shake it off.

Tomorrow is fresh 👍👍

You should think about what you put into your head.

Not talking about good and evil or imaginary characters, not talking about old stories,, just talking about influence.

The things you put into your skull have an effect, for sure they do.

Just like what you put out into the world 🌎🌎

I think my ego needs to be laughed out of a physical place, and Friday is casual dress day… I keep thinking about buying a shirt with a palestinian flag on it,, just to watch a few heads explode 🤣🤣

Which is an asshole thing to do,, but,, I’m not going to argue with these fucking people.

I’m going to go to work and do my job.

Because that’s what you’re supposed to do.

Until you die a very sad death.

But I’ll buy a few guitar pedals in the meantime 👍👍

And I’ll pay bills, and I’ll take care of my cat 👍👍

Listening to people, it’s just another part of the price you pay.

On top of your time.

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Posing questions about external validation and people’s need to be liked..

How do you suppose you would operate? If you were able to abandon that?

You never will, I think it’s inherent, But it would be interesting.