No..
Pride will ruin you, I really believe that.
And when I speak from a place of smarmy, it’s real.
Which makes for a good smart-ass but it also makes for a terrible person. ANd I wish I could shatter that part. Because I know.
I know the score and I know how small we are.
Weird to juggle those two traits.
I’d rather be the second one.
Humble, obscurity, rogue, nobody..
I think there’s more power in it.
No rules applied to someone that no one is listening to…
SO it’s weird.
The whole thing is weird.
But I will continue, on principle alone if I have to…
I ordered a MilkMan stereo amp pedal… it’s a really special pedal…look it up if you get bored.
Two outputs, powered, to two cabinets.
I think I have everything needed.
(Except two high dollar mics)
Oh yeah,,,
ANd a place to setup…
I need to leave where I am but I can’t, and it’s crippling,,,time will tell.
I guess so.
That said,,,, I’ve built a lovely inner universe,, and if more people had one, and they cared about that place deeply…
There probably wouldn’t be any war.
If every person could find that internal place of freedom..
It is a novelty crusade, and it’s my favorite, and it can keep you pure, and it can keep you real with yourself.
For better or worse.
The good,bad, ugly,,
I really wouldn’t trade it.
(No one is offering)
I do not perceive a reality where that inner universe feeds me, and that might be part of it.
It’s free, at its best.
And pure.
I’ve felt it, I know it’s real, you can’t tell me otherwise.
dawn 