Your state having a lottery basically turns gas station clerks into casino dealers.
It accesses a part of the human psyche that is very easy to manipulate.
“maybe”
“if”
You’re required to live within such a degree of misery, that you’d pay for that chance.
You would gladly pay, even knowing the odds..
Because maybe…
My advice to you?
Start at “no”
Start at the hardest level of no, then go from there.
Understand that nah, nope,, no fuckin way..
Just accept it.
You’ll be able to face life much easier, If you could just accept it.
No.
There is no nothing.
There are no odds.
And yet, I see you in lines.. over and over again…
Like mice addicted to cocaine, I see you push that button over and over..
And I can tell, just by looking at you
“You don’t have very much money”
Which is fine, we can all choose what we like…but you…
You’re spending money that you barely have, on hopes of money that you definitely won’t get..
You’re banking on hope.
(and hope will fick ya in the ass)
Ask Barack Obama,
I thought everything was better now, I thought everything was going to get better…
Then I thought you and Bruce Springsteen were going to tell me how it is…
But alas….
Those rednecks are still at that register, still pumping money into that machine..
So sad.
I know I’m sad too,but that?
Eesh..
These things hurt me to watch.
That’s why I like having a journal.
It’s not about you, it’s not about anything…
I feel bad for those people…
(I feel bad for a lot of people)
The structure was forced to be unnatural, you could not allow nature to simply “behave as it does”..
Nah…
You would have to dominate nature and force it to behave in a new way.
That’s the only process to get things done.
The only way.
System.
(system with holes in it)
And ruthless.
And without emotion or heart whatsoever..
Icky.
And I accept whatever the future holds, But I refuse to be one of those gas station people.
Thinking that a scratch off is going to save the day..
You crazy..
I’m crazy too, but you?
Nah ..
You’re crazy 🤣
dawn 