I think I might have cancer on my face.
I’ve had this cheek mole all my life, but in July it started to swell. i thought it would pass but no way , Then it grew.
I tried to lance it with needles, only blood and pus. I tried to squeeze it until the pulp would come out, like an infection.
But it’s not…
So then, and this is no bullshit, I turned a can of computer duster upside down, I let the liquid nitrogen (maybe?) drip right onto my face, I let it freeze, deeply, felt a deep throb throughout my entire face, freezing my own skin off,
I because I’m self sufficient.
I don’t need a doctor.
It’s only my face, who gives a fuck?
Aren’t you tired of looking at people loving their own faces?
Grow a pair, pour freezing chemicals onto it.
Pretty wise,
I’m a pretty wise dude, and there’s a girl that likes me, and a dude has gotta take a hard look in the mirror. Might as well jump off a building right? Lies,,just lies you tell yourself. There’s nothing better than being with other people, letting yourself be close to people.
I think I’m gonna buy health insurance in January when it’s open enrollment.
If I want to give a fuck, I should probably start with the lump on my god damn face.
dawn 