Maybe i shouldn’t have gone deep with that girl
(Maybe you were supposed to)
It’s uncomfortable , having someone know you, you spend a lot of time staying concealed .
(Regret?)
No,,you just,, you put a lot of effort into not letting people like you.
Dunno why.
It’s much more simple when someone dislikes you, you don’t have to offer up trust, don’t have to engage at all…
On the other hand,,, investing time into someone’s story is part of it. The real meaning of “knowing” someone. Trying to understand, trying to visualize where they’ve been etc etc etc .
A back and forth
“You give me a little bit of yourself, I’ll give you a little bit of myself”
That’s what it means to be close to people and that act,,that “event”,,
It’s a lot.
Rat fucks whatever masquerade you have going.
Whatever bullshit image you prop up beside the window, whatever fraudulent thing you want to be perceived as …
Serious business.
Being real and being close with someone,
Difficult stuff…
A Cadbury egg full of diarrhea
dawn 