I can’t think of many jobs where not giving a fuck is a virtue.
Doesn’t play well.
In construction, breaking balls is just part of the day, people saying mean shit, people trying to get under your skin…
When they do that, I go in and hurt their feelings.
Because the truth is always under the skin, and if you’re observant, you always have the power to tell the ugly truth..
And you don’t make any friends like that.
I save it.
I keep it in my pocket and I spend my time trying to keep the machine rolling…
But they can tell.
They can tell that I don’t care about them.
A tough judgement.
And I’m totally nice until they come at me, which always happens..
Sooner or later.
It’s too bad.
We’re all cogs and they gots them families to think about, got them bills and responsibilities..
Which is fine.
It’s all part of our individual paths…
Some hateful,goat headed motherfuckers though..
Some LOUD motherfuckers,
Rambling on about opinions and storytellings…
Always making themselves the hero…
Doesn’t make you want to kill yourself, but it does make you want to get the fuck away from them.
But you can’t.
I’d rather be around cats.
If I had a choice.
I’d rather be around cats 8 hours a day.
But there’s no money in cats.. and I’m a customer too.
SO I get up, I wash my face and pick out clean clothes, I drag my ass in and start humming a mantra…
(Shut your mouth, shut your mouth,shut your mouth)
Yes.
Do not tell these people what you really think, in fact, don’t tell ANYONE what you really think.
Bite that tongue until it bleeds.
Hold it in.
Keep it locked,
Stay concealed….
ANd that’s why a diary is great!
So I can say
“Fuck these overgrown babies”
So I can laugh.
So I can say fuck you.
SO I can say what I’m truly grateful for.
SO I can figure out what matters..
And that’s why I believe in it.
Cause the world is full of punks.
A dollar makes us…it makes us funny.
It makes us glom together in hatred and behave in funny ways…
And it’s just part of it.
How it goes…
So…Monday…let’s go face some hostility and poor attitudes.
Let’s go stare down resistance.
Let’s do it for that dollar!
(No cats)
Yep,, only dogs.
Cats have no place in it…just bow wows.
dawn 