dawn

Neigh

Might just take some melatonin 🤔🤔

A Pretty loose understanding of “respect”.

Lulz.. People are fascinating.

So many flavors.

Just the “why?”.

Why?

Let me know lololol.

Why do you?

Why do you do it?

Kevin wasn’t a real father to his kids, he’d tell you himself if he was drunk.

It’s because he’s a kid.

Eternally.

And there’s a large number of those in this country.

I’m one too.

Which is fine, just don’t talk like you’re not. Some kid looking for validation in the ether.

But.

He took some lumps and he rolled with it, seems to be holding it down.

Too late for his kids, now you have two out there that had to figure it out themselves.

And history repeats, and the wheel goes around and around.

Genetic bugs or all childhood and environment?

Mix of both.

And that’s fine, people grow at their own rate, but..

Seems like if you became a father, you’d take it seriously.

He never talks about it, didn’t talk about it while it was going on.

Wanted to talk about his novel,or his movie script or has album.

I’m throwing shade in an early melatonin nod off.

I still love him, but,,

He’s the wrong Guy for that Job.

And the child support wrecked his adult child life.

Soooo.

Abortion?

Obviously his two daughters wouldn’t say that, and perhaps the only reason he was put here,his only usefulness on the planet Earth… Was to have those two kids.

Just a vessel.

a vessel that thinks they’re a nuclear vessel,,but just a vessel.

Unimportant.

And the children carry value because the jury isn’t out on them yet .

Still potential, yada yada yada.

Multiply it by billions.

You don’t get freaked out?

Am I alone in this?

I don’t mind, if I am, but there’s no version of reality where you think about it?

Kinda goes against that “life is a gift” mentality.

And that mentality feels so gooey and creamy and warm.

Simba on The African plains, circle of life, all that Jazz….

Deadbeat dads.

Or dads put in the position of dads without being qualified.

Rampant.

That is a rampant problem.

And sex is available and partners are expendable.

A living loving of the self, a blatant disregard for bond.

So people give up.

And another generation rolls through, feeling a little more confident in themselves.

He never brought up being a dad.

Perhaps the problem is self perception,

He’d probably be ready to be a father in,,,I dunno, ten or fifteen years.

And this story happens over,and over,and over,and over.

Christians will tell you it’s a lack of God and Godliness.

But they’ll tell you that about anything.

Pentecostal Christians will tell you there’s a demon hiding underneath every stone, waiting at every turn.

Maybe people just suck .Maybe there’s a high percentage that only think about themselves.

Maybe it’s increasing 🤔🤔🤔

Internet can’t help,..

I dunno.

I don’t know anything.

I can’t envision being an absent father. I don’t think I could do that. Because of like… Guilt. Shame and stuff.

Soooo, stick it out in a horrible relationship,then split up and have your money wrecked for the next 18 years.

Because you weren’t right in the first place.

You had no business making another version of yourself,but you did it because..

It felt good.

And you were intoxicated.

What I just described is a huge slice of the population.

Melatonin makes you sleepy but if you don’t catch the first wave, you’re fucked. Redosing will leave you slower than a soufflé with downs syndrome the next day.

A quick trick..

There’s something called virtue signaling.

There’s also virtue hunting.

Scrutinizing people to find their worst, and your opponent can play with that.

If there’s a witch hunt about race? They can play with your feelings on the subject. They can know that you’re looking to judge them because you’re a bitch, just like everybody else.

So they can bait you.

What out for that.

It’s an old Christian trick, used to “other”. Cancel before the term existed .

People are horrible.

Imma try catch this first wave….

Yawn..

Yaaaawwwwnnnnn.

Night fuckers.