dawn

Mercury was the god of,,,the god of… shit, I only remember Mars.

Mars is war.

Brb

That’s a lot of things to be the god of. I hope he gets paid well for his work.

What do the traits have in common? 🤔

Communication and trickery.

Luck and thievery.

Financial gain and boundaries.

Mercurial is one of my favorite words, makes me think of Bruce Lee ‘be water’.

We’re all alright.

I can talk forever and it’s fine because I’m wrong, or learning. And that’s fine. There is no connection.

Divination has a definition, a silly Nation of select contrition.

Super normal, speaking to a deity. Lovely informal , reaching for a liberty. Talk talk talk, I don’t want to talk to you, I want to talk to ‘Him’, basically supernatural insider trading. How I wish, I wish it was the god of Abraham and Isaac and Jacob, just anything, anything above all this.

I think he’d be so pissed, the strongest case for no space daddy, I think he would be so fucking pissed at what we’ve done in his name.

The God I want IS a god of vengeance, that old testament maniac, playing games with people’s lives.

But that’s not true 😔 I don’t want a revenge driven God.. I just think he deserves it .

I was instantly turned off to narcotics anonymous during my first meeting.

(feels familiar… there’s something scary in this room)

Church.

Worship sobriety, embrace the group, share your story.

(this is not a dialogue, I have no interest in sharing any story with you. I just want to stay sober)

Gotta be on team God if you want to stay off narcotics.

I remember thinking, “that doesn’t seem fair. There must be another way”