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It was only ever a journal, and not a great one.

I invited zero strangers.

And if you think that I want Jews to suffer, then you’re both stupid and projecting.

You want me to be that, I can tell, you want to be able to point your finger and say “look.. look how nasty “.

I can only speak for my little slice of life, my little backwoods area that I actually love.

Church is King, Christians are mostly unbearable and Israel is the good guy.

Period.

That’s the story as simple as I can tell it.

Later in life, public people I respect started pointing and whispering ” hey, check out this shit over here. Check out why people want to strap on a vest a blow themselves up”

I only know freedom.

If I want to go into the woods and beat off to the trees, I’m free to do that. If I want to be dumb as fuck and speak anyway, I’m free to do that too.

Redneck hippie wannabe, sure, whatever.

Soooo,,,blame God?

Blame a bunch of fucking books makes more sense, the logical third of your brain might chime in

(maybe they could share)

Doesn’t seem that way, because people are fucking horrible, people can’t be reasonable when it comes to the subject of spirit, my christ do I know, I was raised on some crazy.

So we’re back to nihilism . Misanthropy .

I don’t want to be there for the rest of my life, and I doubt the Middle East would opt for doing acid and thinking about what the fuck.

So it’s fucked?

There is no good guy.

My area stands on that Book man, ride or die, and they don’t change how they really behave , they just love that team shit.

Seems like a pattern to me.

Seems like a lot of people suffer a lot because of imaginary concepts, seems like it would be better if people could have a home and worship in peace, if people could at least be safe. Seems like pretty basic shit.

What in the cock do you want from me?

Schindler’s list made me fucking Ball as a child, my sister and I were shown the film way too early, because it was important, an important piece of history and an important film.

And it is.

Powerful, I’d even call it a masterpiece.

Injustice is still injustice, rolling over the weak is still injustice,

If I thought a two state solution was possible i’d be all for it, it’s not. People can’t let other people be

“Always gotta be fuckin with somebody”-GC

Do I think suicide bombing is cool?

Do I think it’s ok to beat women? To consider the fairer sex a servant?

Of course not, but it’s not my culture, and I have no doubt that there is also real love between an Islamic man and an Islamic woman. It hurts to see people without a home, also, Israel had no home until the founding of the state.

So what the fuck man? The fuck do you want from me?

“Educate yourself?”

So I can see like you do, so I can join a team and spout off about it, so I can proclaim the good guy and bad guy.

Just.

Like.

A.

Fucking .

Christian.

Seen it before, my gate is up to that attack, nice try, try harder.

Israel is the bad guy on this topic, from what I’ve been fed,which might be lies.

Islam is the bad guy on this topic, from what I’ve been fed,which might be lies.

I stand by the thought, ” if your God was real, he’d be furious with you”

SO you’re all fucked, good luck, pay no attention to the innocents , pay no mind to the children that didn’t get asked , asked if they wanted to be born into a shit-storm, where nobody fucking cares about you.

Brutal eh?

Fucking brutal.K

Kiss your children and be grateful of where you live and how good you have it. Be thankful that even an uninformed in the South is free to speak.

I guess I’m supposed to hate God, not allowed to critique either side eh? Not allowed to try and probe the subject? Even for the fun of it.

There’s no blood on my hands.

Empathy and sympathy on the mind, feelings in the heart.

Calling me a Nazi only brings apathy, and it shows your weakness, so careful with that, just a suggestion.

Treat people well, you dumb-ass-mother-fuckers.

You dumb shits, you antiquated monkeys, you victimhood addicted drama queens.

Share?

hilarious .

Children, I’m watching children.

Maybe groups are children, individuals are adults, no ceasefire, no pause in bloodshed, can’t even share the same pretend special places, can’t even make your fairy tales coexist.

People are great, right, so great.

I stand by it, free Palestine , peaceful two state solution.

Won’t happen, yup,,,yup,yup yup.

Because it’s all crazy.

I’m gonna play guitar now, great talking, love and peace or murder everyone, the fuck ever,

Politics are exhausting, important,but exhausting. We’re only alive for so long, spend it wisely, I might pace around instead, sober.

Nothing will change, they’ll still get my money, all the same. At home and abroad, nothing changes, all the same.

Pretty cool right?

Healthcare, I’d kinda like to see a doctor about this thing, it’d wipe out my savings,

Lovely, nothing new, you get used to it.

On a brighter note, I actually am glad that a cop that murdered a black man gets stabbed in prison, love that our outcasts have a bit of honor, also might have been a psy-op, who knows ? I don’t trust them or you.

Still, glad that dude got stabbed.

Why am I watching all of this ?

Why does it matter?

I’ve been thinking, 🤔🤔 I think it’s the phone, I think I want to try life without the phone, I don’t blame the tech, I blame the species using the tech, so engaging, everything feels so bright and so loud,,

It’s not really that way, is it?

I think a few people know that, I’ve heard it mentioned only a few times,

It’s not really this way, not what it seems.

I hope so.

Or its cancer, its all cancer