Sure would like a Xanax 😔
See, I have to turn this thing off.
I’m Expected to just lay down and close my eyes ,let sleep do it’s thing.
But it doesn’t.
Even with all external stimuli turned off, even with silence,, doesn’t matter.
Ya got memories and extrapolation, which is enough fuel, enough fuel forever.
Round and round and round.
Maybe 1, maybe 2, maybe 3 am, the body will give up the ghost. It’ll just give in.
But the alarm comes at 6, and you meander through another rotation of the earth with 3-4 hours of sleep.
Con.
Sis.
Tant.
Lee.
Sleep is tough.
Clear headed sleep is like fighting a fucking dragon.
Annnnd I wish the world would explode .
That’s what color the mood ring turns to.
Whichever color represents the end of the world.
(4 more)
More more days then two off then 5 in then two off then five on then two off then five on.
Extrapolate.
Of course it will fry your brain.
Of course.
Try to not give into the meaninglessness of it.
Right?
(right)
Yeah bud,, let’s not do that.
It’s super important,all this stuff, keep that grip, hang on with your fingernails if you must.
(five on,two off,five on,two off)
Grrrr…..
Alright…
Alright… Alright 👌👌
I’m going to try that trick, where I get to hang out with the universe and shoot mind colors at it.
Have a chat without language.
No mental shit,all feel.
Gonna shoot for five hours tonight,just have to,have to..
Turn this cocksucker off 📴📴📴📴📴
Wish me luck 🤞
(if you honestly strive for failure, then you are completely free)
Which is the most retarded attempt at logic I’ve ever heard.
(still right….)
Six twenty.
My bad
dawn 