You realize you’re watching professional wrestling, right?
You know that, right?
I ask forgiveness and try to focus on something nice, not be such a shithead.
At least try.
A person wants to talk to me and it feels really nice, it feels good to talk.
So if you jot about murder, if you conjure full psycho,if you bitch and whine..
None of that is real.
And talking to someone on the level??
It’s the best.
That’s why I come here..
I’ve thought about inviting her to a blog,, but I dunno,, I think it might change me, and I don’t want to feel performative, because that’s what the entire world does.
Not into it.
I feel some good energy,
It’s a good feeling.
I really am interested in the spiritual and the feeling of “above”.. I just don’t know what’s real.
So I don’t know who to listen to and I don’t know who to attack.
It’s a tough spot to be in.
But I like good energy.
Ultimately.
You’d rather be good, try to be.
I swear.. Once I get outta this cage..
dawn 