dawn

I told my friend that he should write it all down, every step of this tragic scenario, he should log it.

He responded “there will be plenty of time for that later”

Very true, but what’s happening right now is a sincere chance to be introspective. Something so rare in everyone’s story. Like a giant fork in the road, a call to action, a motivation.

I’m interested in the processing process.

My oldest friend,

What you’re dealing with and what runs through your head in these days is the worst. It’s some of the worst we can face.

I also know you, very well, and you’re a survivor.

What you have here is tragedy, no other way to phrase it. You also have a chance to bleed it out of you, into some other form, into some medium that might be of use. You have a chance to be true about it, even if it’s ugly.

To me, to others,

If you took the challenge of going at the scenario, and be real about it,, be messy ,be blunt, be hurtful and regretful and full of rage,

Be all of those things, and then write it down.

Say everything. Say everything that led up, everything that happened, and say what will happen going forward…

I hurt for ya man.

I also believe in you and know what you’ve come from.

We don’t die like this, not in this way.

These events don’t kill us and you’re better than me.

You’re better than me because the events never broke you. Taking a left when we shoulda taken a right, you’d own it. You’d swallow the setbacks and move forward.

This is the same.

And we all operate and process differently.

But you wrote a book, and I know you can pour out true if you set your mind to it.

Makes me feel better, I would suggest typing,

Hit me up if there’s anything I can do.

Don’t forget your outlet.