dawn

I wonder why I ask the universe to kill me so frequently 🤔🤔🤔

Probably unhappy..

That makes sense, right?

Makes sense.

Not madness or vulgar viciousness,, Just an overall sense of malaise.

Mah

Lay

Zeh

Some days it feels like I’m begging 😂😂.

Please . Just please don’t make me do this anymore…

Meh.. Whining.

Let a Christian whine to God.

That’s why I have you 💙💙

Oh diary.. When you touch my penis,I feel so special, and important, and valued.

I feel like my birth was meaningful, and all the struggle leading us here was worth it..

Like it was worth it.

To be on this specific rock, rotating around this specific star, trapped in the gravity and physical manifestation..

(meaning..)

Aye,, maybe..

That shit people look for…

Hmmm..

On this Earth 🌍