10:55 cigarette, pacing. No mood to play music,no opening the portal, restless,lite cold sweats, probably level 3. Not severe .
Entire body has restless leg syndrome.
It’s nothing.
Mind over Matter.
11:04 starting to laugh at nothing 🤣 no clue why.
11:36 feeling like shit shit shit. Shitty shit shitake, superfluous shank, slighty mouse,sliver silver Sasha, bliss shanka , beautiful bliss-shanka. Terrible tanka butt fuckin Willy Wonka .
On a guess-ta-mation?
Probably 4.
I will probably be awake until 4am. Ya know, thinkin bout death 🤣🤣
Not quite.
Not the point.
Not the purpose.
Restless as fuck… Want peace, want quiet.
Not happening brah.
Tough Time.
Temporary time.
Lick a lime.
It’ll be fine.
Gotta stay busy,stay moving.
Do a bunch of laundry.
Play a video game.
Watch some Hulu.
Do something with your head.
Think about something else 😜
(Slow and steady cowboy..)
Hope you get hit by a car…
(I take horses everywhere…)
Hope you get kicked in the head by a horse 🐎🐎🐎
(alright…)
Go fuck yourself.
Hope bad things happen to you!!
(I’ll check back in later ☺️)
Hope an asteroid Lands on your house…
12:14 restless body syndrome
12:25 feels hot even with a fuckin fan on.
Fell asleep.
317 woke up freaking out
406 cigarette under the stars, thinking about “tuning”,some bizarre feeling of stillness with the stars, fuckin quietness of the surrounding area. Everything is asleep. Sore neck, stomach cramps.Restless body syndrome.
Lay back down.
Thinking about numbers.
Out of 8 billion people, one of them has to be the weirdest. I wonder who he is. Let’s be honest, it’s probably a he. Somewhere, somewhere out there there is one of them that is the strangest of all.
There are more stars than there are people,I wonder which one is the strangest of all..
Cat is being friendly in the late hours
645 cat woke me up
705 fed dramatic cat. Reminisced on a dream, sore back. Sore neck,sore shoulders. Slightly queezy stomach.
One coffee. One cigarette
Cramps, cold sweat. Might go back to sleep. Might puff a spliff and play with space delays.
730.
Probably lost a half hour to the phone. Scrolling news stories etc I’ve given up comedy, I’ve given up podcasts, I’ve given up YouTube feed, I’ve given up anything resembling cable news,,,, seems like I am down to scrolling whatever Google serves up. 🤔
Also,fuck you for what you’ve done.
The Fuck is wrong with you?
732. Noticed irritability
7:34 first murder fantasy of the day
7:45 regret… For not quoting the author. That is sam kennison.
7:46-Gratitude. Hope people have happy lives, just hope they have them far away from me
7:54 want /anger .
I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you
907 am. Woke up from hate nap. Still hatin.
9:20 cigarette,cold sweat, thought about mowing the lawn. Feeling hateful 👍 fuckin hate you! Hashtag dicknugget
Restless body syndrome. All my extremities are electric spaghetti.
Cat being friendly.
He can tell how much I fucking hate you. Doesn’t like it
9:27 why detox alone?
Drag all these mother fuckers through it with you !
(hooray 🎉)
Hooray!!
dawn 