dawn

I’ll do it with nothing but flow.

And if you look up in the middle of the day, the Sun is blinding.

Do it at night?

Look at allll the little suns.

This ball of gas that is essentially our God, the creator and constructor, the most powerful entity that our puny minds can hold..

But at night?

Millions and billion and trillions.

Buttfucking numbers that we made up, conjured to make us feel like we’re in control of something, even if it’s just math.

Incredible math.

All the stars are all the suns, all the gods and all the worlds.

(Most are dead)

You’d be right to assume that.

But it’s so fucking big.

So even if most are dead, a special few are not.

So if you worshipped the stars and you based your life around astrology…?

You’re basically worshipping alien life.

(Back to Earth)

Ahhhh..

Earth.

People killing each other over their interpretation of “meaning”.

Groups, cliques, mobs,

(Denominations)

Power.

The illusion of power.

The phantom ghost hand steering this motherfucker.

There is some part,deep down, some part that wants to cry about it.

Give it a real cry.

Cry for the futility of it all.

Weep for the oceans of faces, wrong as fuck and being led.

(Souls)

I love thinking about the concept of “soul”,,wondering if it’s real.

You don’t have to sign up for shit to believe in a soul, it’s totally safe.

No religion required.

Mix consciousness and bloodline.

Environment and nurture..

There is something about human consciousness that I don’t see in any other creature..

So.

AN ocean of souls, a small handful steering them, powerful souls.

Glowing with color and undeniable magic.

(A few serial killers..)

For sure, some pitch black marble souls in the bunch, tough to spot, but you’ll know them by their work..

One of many…

What else do you notice?

In the ocean of souls?

(Ego)

Absolutely!

A bunch of fucking ego.

People acting like they’re something they never were…

Like they’re one of the glowing ones…

A big pool of souls..

(What’s the point?)

I think I wanted to whine a bit, about how it is.

I don’t like it.

I don’t like how they behave. Skip all the American cunts, not talking about you, we all know you suck ..

I’m thinking of the nameless and the faceless. The stories no one will ever know. You had some time here, and it was awful.

By no fault of your own.

None.

Just dice.

Numbers.

The god of the random.

Cruel and beautiful…

Fuck..

What a drag.

Why can’t you like people?

We’re flying through space.

Why are you so fucking petty?

Why do you bully?

Why do you stomp down on them?

Why are you so afraid?

Why is fear your baseline?

(Old as time..)

Yes.

This is a perverted thought, but…

My earlier fantasies about depopulation, there’s good points in there…you could take a more evolved human, you could group them.

And it would work.

I don’t think it could work at the scale we have now, I think it’s too big of a task. But I think, with 3 generations of humans, with a few hundred years,,,

I think you could do this entire thing differently.

And I think it would work.

ANd you could do it in peace.

Without all this bullshit.

Glad I got my story out there lololol..

I wish.

I wish things were different than they are.

I really do.

I hate that it’s all hate.

And your witch-hunts are a joke.

“Public opinion” could just go away, it could leave. You’d probably be better off for it.

I wish love could be the engine.

Instead of whatever this shit is.

(Boo-hoo)

Yeah,, you gotta say “fuck em”

The world makes you.

It will allow no other way.

You have to be at that level.

That’s too bad..

(Gonna cry about it?)

Nah.. no point.

Just gonna keep watching them, it’s mildly amusing .