dawn

Part of me is afraid that my “stance” has been misunderstood.

I shake it off because the point is not caring.

You must start with

“A relationship to a keyboard”.

What you can do.

What you can say.

To yourself, to only yourself because you framed it that way.

Did you know, this is nuts,, did you know that people would like to govern how you talk to you?

Ain’t that some shit?

Ain’t that about some shit?

And I’d do this bratty thing, of being inflammatory just on principle.

Because you weren’t invited,,,

Some asshole, typing to himself, has to take the time for a press release??

“Black people are cooler than white people”

Pound for pound.

Not even being funny..

In language, in music,in general rhythm, the most copied race walking amongst us.

Fucked over by history..

Reddit showed me a picture, of a man before he was hanged by a lynch mob, and he was naked, and you could see the scars of whips on his skin. Imbedded in the flesh.

The look on his face was the look of a lifetime. A lifetime of being beat the fuck down, a lifetime of keeping the flicker of rebellion alive..

Hard. Hard as fuck.

Beyond any pampered shit you or I could ever understand.

Birthing the field hollers and the blues, the real folk blues, injected with energy and evolving into rock and roll.

You’re wrong.

You’re wrong about how I feel, and better yet, I fuckin bait you because I’m so furious that you’d follow me like this, for so long…

Furious…

I don’t need a press release.

I will also point out,,,how easy it is to bait people.

And I believe that the powers that be understand this.

I think they bait you too.

I think they do it at a mass scale.

That’s my point.

Do I believe in vaccines?

Of course I do.

I also developed on amphetamines because that’s what the doctors said was a good idea.

At the time..

I’m drifting from the point.

Love and peace Don’t make a fuck in this. Nobody cares. Not to be a downer, but I see what I see.

I’m not cool with Genocide, I’m also not cool with throwing gay people off of buildings.

Most of all,,

I’m not cool with all these motherfuckers telling you that they know how it is.

They “feel” like they know.

They take the moral high ground.

Personally I see it as an old Christian trick.

“Religious”

Pick your poison, it’s all the same…

Wear your flag.

Stand on a soapbox and tell us all how evolved you are..

You’re not fooling me.

I don’t think you’re evil, I’m just tired of the move.

Also,,,,

I mean this,,,,

Why the fuck would you listen to me?

Seriously.

My shit is fucked and I only took the wrong turns, so,,,

I’m dying.

Time will kill me just like it will kill you,

There’s times when you should look at human beings and be disgusted.

Fuckin for real.

How could you not?

I don’t apologize,

Entertaining was not my point.

The point was to talk.

ANd I still think it’s good for you.

I don’t hate anyone.

Maybe cult leaders.

The religious have a happiness that I envy, and races other than mine have amazing things in their culture.

Soooo.

Can’t believe I even have to state this bullshit.

You See?!

You fucks triggered ME!

You witch hunting little rodents,, you hive mind cocksucker,, I want out!!!

But alas,, brush it off,, doesn’t matter.

Didn’t matter when I started, doesn’t matter now.

Look.

I’m going to die, because I can’t exist sober.

ANd there you have it.

Tell me how great you are.

Tell me how much better you are than me.

Shove my nose in it.

It’s fine…. it’s fine..

I apologize for nothing.

You cannot expect to affect how someone talks to themselves, you fucking asshole. The hubris, the fuckin balls…

There’s nothing to win.

No objective.

(Perhaps a lesson?)

lol,, yea,,, don’t let people you DON’T know trigger you.

Cause they will.

Because you had no business on my nutsack in the first place.

Love and peace, god bless, wish you’d get along but you won’t, wish we weren’t such babies about every-fuckin-thing but we are. Wish it fuckin mattered.

Be gone.

You can go.

I’m sure there’s some shiny little thing elsewhere.

Imma keep going, because fuck you.

Love and peace, no enemies,

But fuck you.

West side till I die..

I HATE,,that I care, I hate that it affects my typing time..

For that?

For you?

Fuck dat.

Stand on your own,, weeeeeee

How fun!

Why are Jewish people so naturally funny? Where does that come from?

Intelligence, no doubt. So then it’s a genetic thing?

Why did Germans want to kill people that are so funny?

Nazis.

Not German people, Nazis.

You scared of that word too?

How bout Ruby Ridge?

Timothy McVeigh?

Scared??

9/11?

Scared of that word too?

Bunch of babies.

Buuuunch of babies.

Scaredy pants.

You don’t like slang?

I fuckin love slang, particularly on paper,, you get to skip so many words!

Cuts right to the meat of the matter, without all the pretension.

You don’t think we live in a system that wants to fuck your asshole?

Sorry, let me rephrase..

Do you think, that all this is on the up and up??

Of course not.

Count your blessings, be nice to people, search out good conversation, don’t get close to people if you’re a fucked up person.

Talk forever.

Always have a place where you can talk..

(To the only person that can stand you)

Ha!

Good one….

Alright,, catch ya later!

Fucking stalkers.