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Neighbors keep their dogs chained up and I hear one in misery.A high pitch whine at night,pacing around in the day,sleeping in a sideways barrel.

You can hear it when something’s in pain, some kind of language beyond language.

I can’t do anything about that. I can’t wander into someone’s backyard because they’re terrible pet owners. Get shot??

I mind my business.

It transfers though.

At least 3-4 kids in that house.

can you expect a quality environment to raise people? little awareness dwarfs?

nope

Things would be very different if your kids were out in the rain, wearing a chain. In the fucking heat, crying at night.

Sure, I’m totally wrong. Overpopulation is a silly thought and human beings are just the most beautiful bacteria, and we do shit so well.We treat everyone and everything exceptionally, God gave us dominion over all this and we are simply the best.

Some hard judgement coming from my direction, but still, don’t have dogs if you’re going to chain them outside.

Don’t have kids if you chain up dogs.

Life doesn’t seem to care, and it feels gut-wrenching and overwhelming and cruel sometimes. But that’s not the whole thing. There is beauty and hope and all the good.

But god-dammit I hear pain.

Frivolous.

It can be really hard to be on the side of people if you watch them long enough,listen to them long enough.Look at you, look at me.

I have a lot of difficulty with that and I know it’s just a headspace. I know that my anger and bias contributes to daydreams of having all these people removed.Culled.

That’s a weird psychological hard-on. A weird thought to keep revisiting. I don’t trust myself to know right from wrong, I do on the small level,,but thoughts on something important? global choices?

no. not qualified. And you better be glad.

I can’t say those kids shouldn’t have been born. They had no say in it. I can say that the parents don’t deserve dogs.

You think we’re fucked? Really though, small scale, long scale ,whatever. You think good wins? Do you consider your species to be a responsible one? A hopeful one?

I’m not being sarcastic, I could really use a dose of believing in people.

(a lot of diversity, you can’t judge the entire race)

yeah, that’s just a mood.

Still, sometimes I just feel it. Feels like this is all wrong.

(you can’t trust your moods)

I know.

It feels like people don’t change, individuals might, but the larger thing doesn’t.

(you project)

yea, sometimes. The dog stopped crying. Part of me hopes it’s dead, so it doesn’t have to be here anymore.

(really glad you could bring the vibe up)

Is what it is. I had no control over that.

(it’s not your fault. The shit that eats you, it’s not your fault man)

Sometimes I feel like a bummer antenna.

(shake it off. Won’t matter tomorrow)

Yea.

(try to sleep. Do your universe trick)

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