My balls kinda stank today.
That muggy ,humid,Carolina swamp balls.
I don’t really feel embarrassed about it.
All natural baby.
But seriously, I haven’t felt the desire to beat my meat in weeks..
And if you’re taking a pill to try to feel better…I dunno man.. how much sacrifice do you like?
Do you enjoy flogging yourself?
And also guitar stuff, the fauxpium can get you to a point where you’re mildly happy with the music stuffs..
But it feels flat.
Feels like the flow is blocked 😞
Honestly, in terms of buzzes, just a little bit of pot is about where I like to be.. opiates do feel very good, and you can find some soul places..
(delusional)
No… Not about this.
I’m not saying any of it is good, I’m just talking about how you feel..
We noticed at band practices, when people drank ,the vocals got better.
When they smoked pot, the instrument playing got better
But they would be shy on the microphone, second guessing themselves and the like..
Hmm.. 🤔
I suppose it’s the kind of thing that doesn’t have a correct answer.
True Legends would be able to get their dead sober.
But Hendrix did a lot of exploring..
There’s a line in a song, crazy by Gnarls Barkley..
Where he was talking about watching his heroes, and how he wanted to be like them, I personally think that song is about hallucinogens…
Howie went too far out.
(how he fell apart?)
No, Howie was a rock…
…….
It’s a common theme.
People in the audience watching the person on the stage.. consumer versus Creator.
And naturally, you want to emulate them because they are what you perceive as “cool”.
Add youth, add music, add drugs..
It’s an understandable trap.
I won’t pretend that it’s cool.
But I do understand it.
dawn 