dawn

I need to start selling the guitar pedals that I don’t use.

I’ve got a fairly large stack, all brand new, the boxes, the paperwork,

There’s good resale on guitar pedals..

So…

I need to let go.

(say something nice about yourself…)

At least I quit drinking, at least I did that much.

(anything else?)

I get good feedback about my job,and my roles with this office life 🧬

Josh brought up my interview with him, around 8 years ago.

He used the term “ripple effect”,

Saying that he hates fake people, and I’ve always looked him in the eye, and spoke frankly..

It was praise.

It feels good to feel any kind of value.

I’m proud of how far I’ve come.

(without any education or real guidance)

Yes .. homeschooled and Bible stories, and being told that the work you do for God is the most important work you will ever do..

Stuff like that.

(sheltered)

Yeah…

(we’ve come a long way)

We have.

(your health,, You need to think about your health)

I know.

I’ve cleaned up the diet.

(sedentary…)

I know…I know.

I need a reason , to lift the iron or to pull up on the bar…

I need motivation.

(death….)

It’s not good enough, I’ve thought about it for too long,

I need a real reason.

(The world will never give you one)

I know…

(meds and fauxpium and cigarettes)

Three variables, two of them directly from Satan himself…

(your health man…it’s time)

I know.. I’m at the age.

I’m no longer invincible.

Samsung got a haircut…

(It was a good run)

It was a good run