dawn

If you’re able to sit still and mute the entire outside, it’s like, your eye sight dart back while you’re thinking.

And if you’re able to turn off alll the people,,

It’s inside.

Not delusion, merely thinking your way deep into something, and a spiritual person might call it..

I don’t know what they’d call it.

Intuition.

Feels like you can hear it all, but only in the desert.

Wish I didn’t.

2 am can get rough, but we’ve done enough of them before.

It’s fine.

Better than fine.

ANd the people I remember , public and private, there’s a certainty to them.

Like they’ve traveled far long enough to reach an understanding.

A lot of them got so nasty and bitter, and it’s a hip color to wear.

Makes you sad though.

If you spend a lifetime of contemplation and if you sit in silence.

Come out of that cave and an expression falls out..

Hope it’s good, hope it’s a positive and uplifting truth you managed to dig up.

Hope hope hope.

The world doesn’t stop trying to convince you.

Every angle and every corner you turn..

But around 2 am,, bleh.

I’d take a chainsaw to my forehead and pluck out this brain..