I do not seem to have the hole within myself, the one that performers seem to have.
Maybe it’s just a different hole, attention seekers gross me out a bit but I also understand them, some.
I understand some of them.
Typically neglect, or some level of deficiency.
I would be a liar if I acted like I had “it”.
I’d rather at least be honest with my god damned diary, and the more time goes on, the more I think about the situation,,, I realize how important it is to get your thoughts down.
For real though.
If I run over long term goals?
Unabomber shack,no doubt, but with creature comforts.maybe two stacked on top of each other. Long driveway, power/internet, music shack, a job that pays well enough to feed 3 outdoor cats.
I think that’s it.
Pretty low bar for happiness.
Better than looking up exes on Facebook lol
Fuck the Internet 😂😂
dawn 