dawn

I’ll try to articulate how I feel, of course it doesn’t matter.

I want zero children to die.

Not your kids, not your neighbors kids, not village children in the Amazon…

A truck is a basic vehicle, and what’s happened in my lifetime, what is in fashion, what is in “style”..

More fuckin truck.

More metal, more plastic, bigger engine to carry that extra weight.

More gasoline.

It takes more of your time, to buy more of this substance, to propel your “more” of a truck.

No capitalist is selling “less of a truck”.

Fuck hippies and tree huggers, fuck whether or not the planet can feel the impact of lil’ ole you…

This is what made the trucks so big.

“I disagree with your soft heart, so very much,, I will make purchases in defiance of how you feel”

And voila.

Trucks far past what any normal person needs.

Wasteful.

Somebody shows me a chart, shows population decreasing,,,hey,, um,,,

When I was born,, it was 4.6..

When step dad had his talk with me, when he explained to me how he felt,,he claimed at the time of his birth,, it was 2.9…

Right now, as my monkey fingers drag across these keys…

8.2

Eight-point-two..

2.9 billion—8.2 billion..

In a single lifetime.

Do I really need a chart??

The next step is to get in touch with your inner self, and ask honest questions , gauging your personal level of cruelty..

(Who lives?)

I say everyone.

I’m actually not into murder or genocide..

It’s not the point I was making,,,

You just like over reacting because people came out of your genitals.

Which I get..

I’m sympathetic to the perspective..

I digress..

Some people,,, some people do not enjoy being in large gatherings.

And the hunger inside for “more”,,,,tsk tsk eesh,,

It appears to be self evident, universal,

(Also the secret to our success)

I don’t want anyone to die..

I also see it being a problem down the road..

Because we don’t stop eating.

We don’t stop buying.

We don’t stop creating garbage..

I do not view that as sustainable.

I see countless men that had no business being a father, I came from one.

I just think you’re wrong.

And if the number stayed at 1 billion, we wouldn’t have these problems, we wouldn’t be chained to a fucking dollar, we wouldn’t live in fear of being financially wrecked by a medical diagnosis.

The middle class might be able to breathe.

We could have healthy food available.

Clean water.

Nature would be allowed to flourish.

I have real feelings on this.

I think there are things in the bloodlines that shouldn’t be allowed to move through time, and I think you could fix them through genetic editing.

But that’s impossible with our current number.

Who goes away?

Who is forbidden from reproducing?

Me.

And the others like me.

If I’m supposed to let it slide, and if I’m supposed to be cool with these fools fuckin like rabbits, divorces and changing partners like you change tires,,,

Give me a number.

Tell me the number when we start to worry.

It’ll be long after we’re dead, but can you at least admit to a fucking number.

There has to be one.

I don’t think Jesus or Mohammad intended for there to be 50 billion people on the planet.

ANd I know so many losers,,,

So many…

With kids..

So that tells me , “they don’t think”,,

They just hear the biological clock…

I think if we could evolve past our blind need to reproduce, we might actually get somewhere,,,

(But then again…)

Then again,,,,

People are still killing each other over imaginary gods… in 2024..

Bottom line.

2 billion,,,

8 billion,,,

One lifetime.

One.

Single.

One…

Extrapolate.

That’s what biology does, that’s what nature does.

You retarded motherfuckers are going to kill this whole place,, eventually.

50 years without breeding would fix everything.

Everything.

Everything.

Everything….

That’s it…

I wish I was wrong.

I wish I felt some way else..

I don’t want any children to die,

I don’t want any people to die..

I’m also disgusted by a bacteria spreading,,unchecked.

ANd you’re so fucking special that it’s everyone else’s problem.

Not YOUR kids.

Because you’re so fucking special.

Hubris.

Vanity.

Original sin.

That’s how I feel.

I hope you live a long time and I hope your kids live a long time.

If reincarnation were real??

I’d prefer to come back after we wiped the slate…

Call it Satan speaking through me,, whatever,,

It just seems like logic to me.

Seems like something very simple..

“Satan speaking through you..”

lol.

Calm down..

Let’s just bring the tension down a little.

Them’s fightin words at the Pentecostal camp…

Satan….

Yep,, logic is the devil.. if you believe in crazy things.

Logic stings.

I’m sorry if I made you mad.

That’s not what I was trying to do, I was just trying to express how I feel, which I acknowledge , is often incorrect and flawed.

I like it when people are happy.

And I like when nature is in balance..