The trees look really lovely in this one spot.
It’s really beautiful and in the shade.
Eyes are still clear.
That’s how small it was .
Literally drops.
(but you feel it)
I feel better is what I feel, and I’m aware that it is why it is so goddamn deadly.
All of it, I’ll escape, I’m very aware,… Now… We’re not going to fly off the handles.
We’re going to get back to it and push this s*** aside.
(Alright man.)
I told the truth.
(you did. And you didn’t reach for a whiskey, so kudos)
Forgive me.
(things will always be the same until you deconstruct this part of yourself)
But I’m not that bad.
I just listened to 33 episodes about John Wayne Gacy, The things that go on inside of my head, questions that we have, they’re not that bad.
And I’m thankful to whatever energy decides good or evil.
Probably during childhood.
I’m grateful that I do not have impulses like that man.
(Cheers to that)
All right.
Onward.
(you’re not evil)
I know.
(hey..)
Yeah?
(you’re ultra fucked if your employer finds your typings)
Nah..
It’s a real Christian.
The owner is a real Christian, and they’ve known me for a while now,and they still believe in the usefulness and potential of my character .
(still…we get pretty weird)
Yeah we do..
(you should go to low dose THC edibles. They don’t put the zap on you like smoking does)
Yeah you’re probably right
I feel better, thank you for letting me be honest.
(I’m watching you shit-head)
dawn 