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Self pep talk

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Eesh, some days are all negative. And after relentless analyzation,,it’s you, it’s always been you.

If I were a cartoon character, I would unhinge my jaw and swallow the entire planet, just the whole fucking thing.

Of course you get curious about it,

“Why the fuck do I hate people so much?”

I think it’s a ratio thing.

I think it’s dependent on who you’re around,

Morons seep from my homeland.

“Is this place conquered?”

No , it’s just surrounded.

Why is it so wrong?

Why is my desire to be away from them, shit man,, why is that so perverted? Just a little peaceful spot, some little kitties, some guitar noodling, some sweet leaf, perhaps the occasionally bourbon.

Why is that so weird?

“The pursuit of happiness?”

The fuck is that?

What makes them winners go?

I’m super afraid, super afraid that I’d be the same, if it was all easy, if I had the cards, if the deck was clean….

Alas…

I wouldn’t be better if I won.

Not if it were given,,

“Gotta earn it,,,gotta”

(What torments you today? Good sir)

People.

People games, coworkers fucking around, talking that shit. Coward…yellow.

(The fuck do they matter?)

They do not, but it’s tied to my money.

It’s very important that I come off as a normie.

(Who cares? The boss has your back. ANd you kill your targets and he knows it, they peasants do not matter.The powers that be know EXACTLY what and who you are)

But still,, it’s always the same 😞

(Just what people do,,, if they get to you, they win)

You’re right.

(How many things failed to end you?)

Several…

(God damn right. Eat a big dinner, take two slices of white bread, in the morning take a shit on that bread, walk in tomorrow and feed those mug whumps that shit sandwich)

It’s a pretty unique flavor…

(Fuckin right it is! You’re so good at reading people, how easy is it to serve back? Especially if you’re right?)

Effortless……

(It’s effortless!!! And you don’t die, you motherfucker. You look at the world and the launched pies and you say “more please”)

Fuckin right…

(Fuckin right)

Give a fuck what anyone thinks of my person, give a fuck, give a fuck about any judgement,

(But don’ fuck with your work)

Don’t fuck with my work.

That’s my name, that’s my pride and I stand on business, like them real mother fuckers out there….sigh… I stand on mine.

( fuck em…if the work is legit)

Fuck em

My work is legit…..

(Now let’s talk about your blog)

Fuck my blog lolololol!

I’m talking about dollars, not bleeds. I just type, I type because it helps, already said it thirty fuckin times, I type because I like to.

(What do you want?)

I want to stop being a hater, I want to stop hating people.

I fuckin hate them, God damn I hate them all,…

(all this pain is an illusion)

I hate them!! I hope they die!!

(no you don’t,, just having a pissy day)

Bunch of bitch ass mother fuckers…

(a pissy day)

Bitch asses

(what about that Mexican place today? What happened there?)

They gave me a little cake.

(you are consistently nice to them,the husband and wife, so they are nice to you)

But most people don’t behave that way.

(Maybe not, but some people DO behave that way. Kind. Decent. They’re out there)

Fine, they can live .

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