If someone says
“Don’t focus on your suffering, don’t focus on your pain and stay out of your head.
There’s an entire world happening outside, if only you could see it”
Valid, that’s a valid argument and advice,,,,
But on the other side of the coin..
Have you ever like, listened to music?
Really listened?
Did you hear the words they sang in those songs? Could you tell when it was fake? Could you actually feel the pain that went into stringing those words and musical tones together?
We arrive at a question of preference.
“Do you like happy songs? Or sad songs?”
Might as well ask someone what their favorite fuckin’ color is, circle a little box if you like me, X-out another box if you think I should throw myself off a building.
Old arguments.
Old dumb shit.
If you’d rather hear street rap recorded onto a cassette tape or a mega platinum “artist” telling you about the shit they just bought.
If you read the book of Job and think
“I ain’t got it so bad. This fool had boils all over his body. God killed his entire family and livestock”
(I think that’s the point of the book…)
God and the Devil, gambling with the life of a mortal?
Sounds perverted to me. Just sayin’
Sounds like sociopath behavior.
I digress…
There’s still two words that strike like an arrow, right into the heart of the bitch-ass,,
“self-indulgent”
Now that one…that one’s right.
Some people never learn that no-one gives a fuck about you, they don’t care if you’re the main character of your own story …and the delusional might continue to ramble on about themselves and their personal perspective and experience,
(Another fork in the road)
It’s natural.
It’s what people do and I think it’s meant to be forgiven but not tolerated .
It’s also fucking exhausting.
Listening to someone talk…..
You’re out there doing God’s work if you’re listening ..
It’s still bitch-ass.
Bitch-ass behavior that turns off the receiver, makes an unpleasant color and sound..
Guilty.
Right here, right the fuck here,
But ,,,, if I fall into that trap, I do it in a place that I invited zero people to….
A touch of saving grace, because it’s not a product and it was never meant to be..
Just a place to talk.
And I value it,,sooooooo,,,suck my dick,,,
I’m still right.
I’d never wish it on anyone and I still believe that it’s not my fate, where and what I currently am,,,
(Self indulgent)
Man Fuck You.
It has helped more than anything you could know. I do not apologize. I shine a flashlight on the exit door just for you, I pull the fire alarm box at the top of the stairs.
Leave me,
I’ll still be here in the dark, still flicking my fingers around and still looking for magic..
(Self indulgent)
Inspiration comes in waves mother fucker! The fuck do you want from me?
(Hey now…)
Alright…
Alright.
I stand by it.
Every person should have a place to speak,
(Every person doesn’t deserve to be heard)
But weez alllll hooman.
Weez all doin da same ole thang,
I don’t apologize .
(There are real issues out in the world)
That world is pretend!
Conflict only exists because a monkey decided to listen to another monkey.They took the chatter seriously and began to fear their monkey neighbors..
(Some monkeys are just evil)
Very true,, but the number is small, the actual number of evil hearted are very small.
(In your opinion)
In my opinion….suck my dick.
There is no man or woman in a position of power over me, you don’t get to fucking say that I have to stop. Because I don’t, and I won’t, and I’ve seen much worse than you..
So suck my dick,
In the most friendly of ways.
The Earth can collectively suck my dick, do it for Job.
Book
Of
Job
—BOJ, which spells Job backwards.
(Amazing)
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