A pleasant day walking in the park with a dog.
Ducks, geese walking trails, mild temp and trees and grass .
Very nice, not so bad, the thing isn’t so bad.
A cat will let you be depressed , it’ll encourage you to lay in bed and watch Hulu, it’ll cuddle up right behind your knees.
Not a dog though, no sir.
It’s not standing for that shit.
It needs to go outside, needs to chase a goddamn ball, needs to piss on bushes and run, a different thing…
Dogs are cool, cats are my favorite but dogs are cool too,,, or maybe I’m changing, maybe I’m wanting to think about things differently because I eat all the dicks, my life sucks the big fatties..
I would say ” I’m done with that”
I know I want to be,, Take a Zyn over a Marlboro, it’s a start, fuck your grandmother.
It’s uh, very different to have someone be nice to me, I mean I still daydream about the Asteroid , I still watch people but,,,
This thing isn’t bad.
You’re a fool if you trick yourself into believing that it is, you’re a fuckin dummy, it’s a trap.
Feels real while you’re in it, but nothing is forever, nothing you feel ,,, all nonsense.
And I would have made it whether or not I jotted it down,, still helped, I stand by that. I don’t think you’re a dummy .
The whole thing was silly but whatever, I like silly,,, I won’t stay where I’m at. I also don’t need the world, just enough, only need enough, exhale bitch, it’s zen Buddha mother-fuckin meditation time, feelin good bout this shit, greeting the sunrise with a slant eye and a smirk, put your nuts on it if you need to, rage out, go full serial killer,, but hey,,, it’s not too shabby. Fuck anything that gets in the way of that thought, because it’s nonsense, Fugazi , hateraide ,,,meh,,,,
Don’t misunderstand the “why”.
Just bleeding, fuck what ya heard, sometimes people need to do that, only temporary.
dawn 