A “self-helpy” friend is starting to talk to me about “shadow work”
I don’t know that phrase, I’ve seen it online but I don’t have an understanding..
Let’s google it
Ah.
The shadow work meaning is as follows: Working with your unconscious mind to uncover the parts of yourself that you repress and hide from yourself.
Ah,,, soooo,,,, having a diary?
Is that was that is?
Tell me what Anti-social-personality disorder is?
Is the problem me?
(For sure it is)
Yep, but it’s also you.
All of you.
I go to a dive bar, sit in the corner, and I just listen.
Listen to what the regulars are on about.
You’d have to listen to yourself, that’s the only way you could feel like I feel.
Just listening,,,mmmmm,,
Judgement, competition, comparison .
Shit talk.
Shit talk and boring ass stories about people and places you don’t care about..
So it’s half.
It’s half me and half you.
That’s generous. And it is taking responsibility .
I don’t want to be liked, I don’t need to be understood, I would just rather,,,fuck,, I’d rather be around cats. I’d rather spend time with animals that aren’t you, it’s my favorite.
Shadow work.
Is it shadow work to look around?
AM I WORKING ON ANYTHING?
Nah, I think I’m doing the same thing, I’m judging.
But I’m quiet about it.
For real though….
Some humans are great, they are amazing things, celestial and divine. The mind of some,,, so far above, so far above the rest..
But the normies,
Them blue collar cattles, the chorus of mug whumps
“Galaxies full of nobodies”–fuck you
Rough, it’s rough and there are no colors, it’s dull and the edges are muted.
Do you like meeting new people?
Do you have expectations?
Crap shoot eh?
If I died tomorrow, my shadow would be bummed that I didn’t get to play more guitar.
I don’t think it would care if I typed or not.
Fuck you society 🤣
dawn 