She had this way about tactics.
In the end stages of the decade long courtship effort, she’d just stop answering me for three or four days.
Then she’d send loaded messages about doing things like skinny dipping with her friends.
Man she found my triggers, and she did it on purpose, and she’d lead me on.
Intentionally.
To watch a dude squirm.
And I saw her do it to other people .
So I had enough.
After two or three days of no response,I got drunk and hooked up with a Navy chick I met at a bar .
I was working in Virginia Beach.
I don’t even remember her name.
I told the main character, because I felt guilty and I felt like I had had enough, better to end it now.
And that’s when she came back around.
The whole thing was messy and unhealthy and painful.
I wish the timing was better.
I gave it a go, but something that doesn’t work, won’t.
No matter how much you wish it would.
But the good Times were the best.
She has very lovely parts to her, it’s just,, she also has some extremely dangerous parts to her.
Dangerous for me.
Shit will put you on the bench for a solid 4 years.
Still glad I experienced it.
It was very special.
dawn 