You can go to sleep and go way back in time.
There’s no dials, and you have no control over what happens, you just wake up.
The whole thing is fleeting..
(what was that?)
When was that?
Images in the head, the brain is a marvel and imagination is… It is.
(sometimes uncontrollable)
Sleep story, power down the machine and what’s left in the circuits?
Ghost transmissions?
Gremlins?
(unknown)
What happens when you sleep is unknown, you’re bound to wake up feeling weird sometimes.
Natural.
I guess so.
Nobody knows.
Experiment with saying whatever you want… I don’t think you have the balls 😂😂😆
—-
3 hours.
3 hours till I have to be awake for work.
I’m already awake.
I will dose Kratom in 2 hours, just a third of a bottle. Trying to get down to one a day, which is $20.
On par with booze.
At that level of cost.
Soooo,
Little sip in the morning,
Little sip at lunch,
Little sip at 5.
At the end of the day it’s a superior intoxicant. You might find yourself feeling weird but not so much sad, and that is a trap I found in alcohol.
Lean into the bummer.
Yuck.
Staring at stagnant parts,
Barf,,
Cry about it, little bitch.
Definitely not me.
Because I can’t be better than you and sad at the same time, there’s a conflicting principle you see…
Nah, that doesn’t work.
Stand over a cauldron and you mix in…
“Little bit of weed, little bit of whiskey, little bit of Kratom..Contrasting against intense teenage LSD usage, and developing on pharmaceutical amphetamines”
And the secret ingredient?
The one flavor that only you can produce?
Heart, mother fucker.
(Fucking love heart…)
God I know, that woman’s voice, oh God how good. Heart fuckin’ rules. I saw them with John Bonham’s son on drums, it was awesome..
(Heart)
Yes heart.
Kanye West said ” I give a fuck if you feel me, I’m gonna follow my heart”
ANd he seems like a guy that’s got it figured out.
Why do I wake up?
Why do you?
Why do you continue?
Why speak?
Why type?
Why play?
Why fiddle with your guitar signal to achieve audibly pleasing results?
You fuck around with that artist garb and you think you’re somebody, think you got something to say..
ANd the world will stare you dead in the eye,,,and call you a chump.
ANd you’re that too.
But why why why?
Why continue?
(Heart)
Fuckin’ A.
You get up and do this shit everyday, you haven’t been beaten yet.
(Heart)
Yep.
Not dead until the heart is dead.
(And your mouth doesn’t shut until the heart is dead)
Yeppers. Yup.
Custard’s last fuckin stand over here.
Yawn…not me…
Good morning life.
I’m really glad I got to wake up to you again today,,,and I’m sorry I talk all that shit. I’m only saying how I feel and that vibe changes often…
Sorry about the bitch behavior.
I am incredibly lucky .
(Good start)
Probably… probably a better way to start your day.. I’m going to kill my workday.
(And not your coworkers)
Yes….
Not my coworkers…
I got it too good.
(Keep up this vibe)
I’ll try.
-“
Failure update,
8am
One bottle down.
Let’s call it “diminishing returns”.
Old story.
You come to know that story well 😉
I glued my balls to my butthole again 😢😢
I just go to work.
I go to work and I shut the f******. Come at me bro
dawn 