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Dustin

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Pro suicide jokes, pro abortion,pro asteroid, pro eugenics,pro population control, pro revolution, pro adaptivity , pro death to the old,pro shove it, pro Timelapse , pro prolapse.

Josh knows I’m a George Carlin fan, he comes back into my little office space and starts catastrophic conversation about world events.

“Remember what Carlin said, It’s a big club..and you ain’t in it”

I had to chime in..

“Carlin also thought a lot of people shouldn’t breed”

Then Dustin, this fat,petty,joke of a man pipes in,

“They shouldn’t”

It took all I had,, all the tongue biting my soul could muster, when I think of people that should not have bred, this fucking guy is at the top of my list.

Passing through the required 40 hours, telling me about his daughters menstrual cycle, telling me about all this petty, stupid shit that I don’t care about. Shit talking any office personnel that isn’t standing in front of him,, a joke,, a joke of a human being.

I shift into sociopath..

” yeah , how interesting”

But he can tell, after 60 hours or so, he can tell that I don’t care about him or what happens to him. He can tell that I’m above him, and that the shit he talks is far beneath me.Toxic mother fucker. Boiling pus boil of nothing, pointing aggression out because fate kicked him in the dick, power hungry, control freak, never wrong,,, a joke of a human.

Tough to have empathy for that.

Tough to see through your eyes and act like I care.

He judges me hard for no wife or kids, makes it seem like I’m the weirdo.

But to me, he’s the weirdo.

Spreading garbage genetics across this beautiful Earth, diabetic, small minded ball of fat, rolling across the landscape without empathy.

Your kids… your kids have a probability of dealing with his kids, way down the road. And there’s millions of Dustin. Old thought, mired in the past, refusing to look up and notice wind changing, making fucking people.

Banging his loser wife in his loser double wide, I noticed intense judgement spewing out of myself, for this man. This excuse of a man.

Last week he began to notice,,, his opinion can’t hurt me. SO his personality flared, he wanted it even more, he wants to “other me”…

I’ve dealt with 50 versions of Dustin throughout my life, one by one,,,all the same.

And they don’t stand a chance, not these days, no sir.

After thinking about it, I decide on a soft touch, I’m not going to fuck with you or instigate….. but I also see you, and I laugh on the inside. No one respects who you are and how you think, follow that thought and we’re on equal ground.I don’t lose on equal ground , and it makes him CRAZY.

I can do what you do, better than you do.

And it’s obvious.

Why do people secretly love adversaries?

Why do they love interpersonal conflict? Some ancient warrior shit? Some beta male bullshit?

(Some human bullshit, you do it too)

True, but not in person. I follow manners in person, and I’ve been nothing but nice in the office, because I want to make money with my head, not my hands. I don’t want to go back to the field, so I’m killing the computer work.

(He sees you as a threat)

I would too 🤣🤣

But I didn’t engage in conflict, he did, I’m absolutely a team player for capitalism, when it comes to our money.

He’s just a frightened little boy, with children, and a wife..

Still a little boy.

(People fall into the trap of the petty)

Yeah , I do too.But I work on it.

( you have no right to say his children shouldn’t be alive)

Absolutely. But he has no right to say that people shouldn’t breed , not when he’s the poster child for why people shouldn’t breed.

(Pretty funny)

Pretty stupid , everyday it’s something, some stupid shit every single god damn day, I’m actually proud that he thinks I’m weird, means I’m not like him. Yes Please. Anything, I’ll do anything to not be you, I’m so thankful to the stars that I’m not in your head, that I don’t have your perspective .

Thank fuck.

Give me weirdo with a side of trying.

Always.

Just don’t let me be Dustin

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