What breaks your stride?
Not you buddy, for sure not the outside, for sure nothing external, that’s weak talk.
Admire that in people, soak in some hate and eventually not even arrows can pierce your skin.
If something outside eats at you?
I guess shame on you.
Extremely freeing. The Sun is still shining, birds chirp, all that lovely shit… ridiculous amount of power you can find in there, absurd amount of gall and confidence , long as you’re right.
Probably a good place to start, make sure your first step is true.