I’ve found a new type of Fauxpium that has drastically reduced my intake..
So there’s like, a little eye dropper in the bottle.
And where I was taking 2-3 a day, this new kind stretches.
I bottle,two days .
And I don’t even dose to get high,it’s almost just keeping the norm…so maybe 3-4 droppers under the tongue.
And it’s not even a high at this point, it’s just keeping off the sober.
And I don’t do it at lunch, so that’s less.
And I haven’t been pacing and smoking for a few days..
Serotonin..
Alright,,, Captain’s log..
Wake up, take two droppers and 300 mg Wellbutrin.
Work, have a lite lunch and drink 1 coffee and then water.
Handle shit in the AM, send out jobs etc.
Change clothes, do office shit.
Get out of work, dose 3 more droppers, get home, smoke a 1/3 of a spliff and take 3 more droppers.
Play with music stuff.
Feed the outside cats.
Feed the inside cat.
Eat a bowl of cereal with bananas and dried cherries.
Get ready to wind down 👇
Take two hydroxyzine, one escitalopram.
Sprinkle in nicotine throughout the day.
Lie down,
Turn on some Bs on the iPad, play a little Nintendo, hang out with the cat .
Wake up and do it all again.
(the long march 😆)
That’s the description.
No hero, no victim.
Just a wild person stumbling into middle age..
It’s alright.
Everything had to be exactly the way it was.
All of it .
It could be no other way
dawn 