She had infiltrated my family, groups of friends. And I went home to visit.
And she was so deeply entrenched In all the personal relationships I had .
Manipulating opinion .
And it hurt.
Always does.
(people can only wound you if you let them )
And some spirits are insidious. They intrude and do not respect boundaries.
The sign of a psychological and emotionally terrible person.
And I just wanted to get away.
And that’s all I could think.
“Let me be free of this”.
I would live 10 lifetimes in solitude, to never relive any of that.
(hurts)
Yeah, even in dreams.
(at least a part of you still feels something, that’s promising)
No. It is nothing good.
Nothing useful.
Just pain..
(but all this bullshit just makes you strong motherfucker–lw)
It hurts in my dreams.
And I am open, and I am there.
And I wake up in heartache..
(fuckin sticks. )
Giant donkey dicks…
And I wish I was dead, as soon as I wake up..
Bleh.
Fuck me.
Wish I was dead .
First thing, first thing in the morning. That’s what I wake up into .
Wish I was dead
dawn 