Everyone was late for work today, due to the snow.
I’m catching some hostility from the project leads, for the things I say.
One Cuban guy with an attitude, he comes around and talks shit but tries to make it sound like a joke..
Does NOT care for Mister Justin…
Tries to get at me…
“Don’t you have jobs to go to? You’re here every single day”
That got under his skin, as I intended.
People are easy, if you’re trying to make them mad..and that is a horrible,,,horrible skillset…
Sigh..
I wish I wasn’t like that….
But in my defense,,
I’m a very nice one, until someone comes at me…
Then I go for what gets a reaction.
And if you’re observant…you’ll always see the needle….
You’ll always find it….
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I was sitting at my desk and the phone rings..
(Ring ring)
The caller ID says
“Josh”
Ah… the big boss.
Not the owner, but the director of ops..
The VIP of our little business life…
Josh…
I pick up and hear him say..in a low tone
“Come to my Office”
Fantastic,,
I hurt a grown construction worker’s widdle feewings, Now I’m about to hear about it…
Sigh…
I walk into Josh’s office and sit down..
He opens his bag and takes out a vitamin container,,Josh is a health freak and I envy so much about him…
He says
“Here..don’t kill her”
I look in the bottle and ask him
“What is it?”
He chirps right back,
“It’s Viagra,,100 milligrams…I recommend you take half of one and have a great vacation”
Josh knows I’m trying depression medication, he also knows that it fucks with a man’s ability to,,,uh,,”be a man”..
I was walking in, ready to be chastised for running my mouth,,,instead I’m given a gift..
Viagra…
For this transitional period when I’m trying to get a grip on my body..
(Rim shot)
Trying to get a grip on my mind…
How thoughtful,,,
A very nice gesture,,bro to bro..
I said..
“I assume Alex had things to say..”
He replied
“Who cares? Alex whines about everything”
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Amanda and I fell into a disconnect last night.
She was being honest,
It’s a painful thing that needs to be done..
And I knew she was right, I just, couldn’t take the truth…
So we were disconnected,through conversation,,
It’s a bummer, I like talking to her a lot,,
But I couldn’t take the truth..
SO maybe I’m a bitch.
But I’ll be a bitch with a rock hard penis, when I need to..
dawn 