An angry one wants to punish others.
He wants to drag everyone else into the day to day slog he’s found himself in.
Angry people are hurt people, and it can take a great deal of time to reach that core.
The place where you can spread your misery.
It’s infectious.
Behaving that way…
I would say that it is not the better parts.
Not in me, not in you.
These cycles become visible..
Getting angry, rebelling,getting offensive, getting sad,apologizing…starting over…
Patterns.
I believe the person in it, they likely don’t recognize what they do.
They don’t notice.
It’s just business as usual…
For years and years and years.
Round and round.
I’m ready.
And I have so much gratitude to my Necro friend.
She listened, she suggested, she encouraged…
Shit man, she found a Doc that accepted my dogshit insurance,,,
That’s real.
That’s someone who is a “doer”.
Whatever force caused our paths to cross… i kneel before it.
I am humbled by the Path.
And I’m ready to start.
Thank you so much, for being with me during this phase, all this time.
I absolutely don’t deserve it.
I’m ready. Hungry for what’s next. Ready to leave this ditch, this piss way of thinking and being. Ready to be done with it,
Ready enough to take steps..baby steps.
Thank you, from the bottom of my heart. Thank you for caring, and for being there. There’s something wonderful at your core.
Let’s kill some fuckin zombies.
dawn 