Sometimes you really do just lose track of time.
Maybe an hour, maybe a day, maybe 5 years , shit.
Maybe you’re raping the corpse of a young barista, and your daughter knocks on the shed, completely throwing off your concentration.
Happens right?
(That’s an Israel keys joke)
That’s a joke?
Raping corpses?
I’ll try to explain,,
I’m fascinated by that dead monster, but only because it tests the limits of how much you can hate someone.
And what’s fucked up?
That’s what he wanted.
That’s how he wanted you to feel.
So in a way, albeit a bizarre way, he still wins from beyond the grave.
You’re not supposed to think about them.
That’s the only way they lose.
You’re supposed to be very careful with what you find interesting, What you engage in as a hobby, or even as an audience member..
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I was living at the beach once, somewhere around age 18, and cell phones were pretty new because I’m old AF.
There was heavy traffic on the strip and the car in front of us (I was with a temporary friend), these girls got out and changed seats, in traffic.
During this Chinese fire drill, one of them dropped a cell phone in the street.
They didn’t notice, traffic resumed and they just rolled on.
I told the driver to stop and I reached out and grabbed it.
No idea what I was going to do with it.
About 15 minutes later it started ringing, and it was the girl that dropped the phone.
Now, I have no idea why I did this, But I told her to meet me at a mall I knew that was about 40 minutes away.
With no intention of going there.
40 minutes later, the phone rang, and I told her I got hung up so I sent her to the house of blues which was about 10 minutes away.
I led this poor girl on a wild goose chase, for no good goddamn reason.
And I think I thought it was funny.
And a lot of time has passed since that summer,
But I’m still that same asshole.
And finding things like that as “funny”,, That’s probably pretty perverted.
And if there was a hell I would be going there.
I didn’t hurt anyone.
The phone was cracked and all fucked up anyway,it was a loss.
But my actions?
Not cool bro.
Fucking around with people’s feelings.
A troll from way way back.
That sucks.
There’s probably 40 other stories I have like this, just messing with people, for no good reason.
I wonder why I behaved that way 🤔🤔🤔
I was wrong, I wasn’t 18 I was 20.
dawn 