dawn

I sat out to comment, to reflect and imagine presentation through someone else’s face.

It was fake, it fell flat, it was forced. It failed to ring true because I failed to ring true.

I don’t think about that, I don’t often think about what’s going on because it’s offensive.

It’s offensive that a system wants my money, AND my time.

SO it’s not enough? to take the percentage you take? I believe in paying what you owe, but my TIME? my thought? the precious space between my ears? you want that too?

That crosses the line. It traverses through “right and wrong”. I’m always on the lookout for that, but your thing,,,eww. I’m supposed to be caught up in that? I’m a “knuckle-dragger” if I don’t??

Seems presumptuous,and a little douchey.

I’m fine with being mocked, I have thicker skin than what I let on.. but still.

Your shit is bullshit. And people do win,yes, and you can learn to navigate it,,, I just don’t feel any love for it.

And I will pay my share, and I will be proud of the concepts of the nation I was born into..But come on’.

You know it’s been bullshit for so long, you know you have no power or control over the larger governing body, you make peace with it..

But expecting me to be invested is insulting. Not after the people I’ve followed and honestly “heard”. NOt saying there is a better system, not to say I’m ungrateful or without respect.

YOU JUST DON’T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK TO BELIEVE.