Out of nowhere I tasted cocaine in the back of my throat.
That nasal drip..and backwards in memory I go..
(you’re not a monster…)
Nah..
Those times are over,that phase..
I was much worse than I am now.
A different creature altogether..
(with an appetite)
It was horrible, it was horrible when the Sun came up.
I was very ashamed.
I was very sad that “God” saw me, saw me behave like that 😔😔
Very difficult times.
Sorry to linger on the past.. It was just.. It was ugly.
Really was
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