(And that’s why you don’t get close to people)
Sure, but,,but but but,,,,,
Stretch that out along a timeline.
View it from above and see time stretched.
(Responsibility)
Real friends , family, people that might actually care about you.
(You hide from all of them)
I do.
I draw the shades and I huddle up with the cat and some garbash television.
(Recluse)
Yeah.. soaking in it.
Good for your skin.
(Bad for your bones lol)
I was watching this video about Carl Jung’s Red Book,, about how it’s a decent into madness..
(And which part captured your attention)
You.
It was describing the part where there were two of him, and he would hold long conversations,, and he called it “doing a schizophrenia”
(It is rather intriguing)
Up above this plastic shit and the only real adventure to have.
Zeroing in on yourself.
Meditation, breathing, calming…
(Journaling)
Praying.
Whatever man….
I don’t want to get into it…
But it’s me and you.
(Always was)
When the shades were drawn, and the lights turned out,, it was me and you..
(And a little boy in his bed, praying.. talking to God)
lol.. with sincerity..
Funny what changes ..
(The more you see)
And the more music you hear, and the more people you know…
(Leave us with a nugget?)
If.
Gah….
If you don’t know yourself, you’re fucked.
(And you’re lying to everyone)
Everyone.
And you like being alone because then you don’t have to lie. And the cat accepts you just how you are.
And it is a gift.
From God, from the Universe, from Lana fucking Del Rey,, who cares?
Who cares where it came from??
(A cat face, with squinted eyes,happy)
If there is one image I may see in Death, let it be that.
Let it be the ones I’ve loved, and let me see them happy.
No regret.
No bitterness.
No broken.
Just a moment of happiness…
(I like our talks Justin)
I do too.
That’s why we’ve done it for so long, it’s useful.
(For the internal)
Yeah… I like that stuff.
Now please,oh please,,
Tell me about some surface level bullshit in your world.. it’s so important.
dawn 