My heart might last a long time,even if I’m not the most healthy
Ya see’
I don’t really get pissed off. Or, I do,but I don’t stay pissed off.
I’ve gotten good at letting things go.
This guy I work with,he stays pissed,he stays bitching.
His heart has given out once and I’m pretty sure it will be his end.
Because I see him. I hear him and I understand him….
Poor guy 😔
While I feel things like rage, they don’t really manifest physically.
Meaning,the body doesn’t reflect.
The voice stays even and pretty soon,it passes.
Sadness is different.
Tough to do a physical inventory and it’s hard to tell what the effects are.
The effects of being bummed the Fuck out.
Meh.
Can’t be good.
Can’t be good for ya.
Feel tired.
Not bitching,just thinking.
Goals.
Projecting the future.
Trying to see outside and ahead of this current moment.
It’s weird.
Not my strong area.
Responsibility and stuff. It’s alright. I’ll show up for work and tune the fuck out whilst I knock out tasks .
My brain is so strong that my workday is on autopilot, I’m not even there maaann .
Same as it ever was…
I hope the world has a good week, and I hope they don’t fall into their lesser ‘selves ‘.
We don’t know if the soul is real and no one can really say what happens when we die .
dawn 